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Clarice is graduated from the Federal University of Rio de Janeiro (UFRJ) and has been teaching English for four years, since she started college. She has already taught in many English courses in the city of Rio de Janeiro. Nowadays she is working in for only one of these those, place in which she works about 30 hours in a week.
Clarice says she likes her job and does not regret about the career she chose has chosen for her life, however there are some things that have been unsatisfying her lately, making her to think about changing her career.
How was it in the beginning?
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Clarice said she has always wanted to be an English teacher, since she started the English course while just a teenager. “I used to look to my teachers and think: ‘I (one) day I want to do that.’”. When she finished high school, she decided to try for a course of English in a public University. Things went well and she was approved on her second attempt.
“Things were really fast, I entered the University and in the following year I was already teaching”. Clarice says that when she started teaching she felt really unprepared for that “I was just a fresh student, recently graduated from the English course”.
She said that in the beginning she had a lot of doubts and difficulties. “You do not have difficulties only about the subject you are teaching, but also about how dealing with students”. Clarice said that English was not the main problem, since she was a beginner; the coordinator of the course she worked gave her basic levels to teach, such as kids or initial students. The main difficult, according to her, were the students. She claimed that she did not know how to react in front of teenagers or kids. “There was a time in which one of the kids started crying and I really didn’t know what to do”.
However she realized that while teaching she learned a lot and that it was not so difficult to be the teacher, by the time she gained confidence. “Every class was a challenge and when I realized, I lost my fear of students”. She said that by the second term teaching, she was already confident to do that, she had already discovered the right ways of dealing with tens or kids.
How is it nowadays?
When asked about the differences about her career in the beginning and nowadays, Clarice said that today she knows she is a better teacher. She said that now she is graduated and of course she knows much more about the subject she is teaching, what gives her more confidence.
When asked about how she reacts in front of students, she said that it is not a problem anymore. She claimed that she knows each characteristic of students “I know the exactly way of dealing with kids, teens or adults. Each one has its characteristics, I just have to realize that and teach a class in the way they want.”
What do you like the most in your career?
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Clarice said that the thing that most gives her pleasure is the face students do when they finally understand something they were having difficult. “I love that, the face they make when they finally got the subject”. She claims that she likes teaching, that is what she was born for.
Another thing that she likes about her career is that she learns a lot about the subject she is teaching. “A teacher is never only teaching, he is also learning. You have to study the subject you are going to teach. And by doing that, you learn”. She said that while preparing the classes, she learns many things she did not learn at college or do not remember anymore.
If you like your career so much, why are you thinking about giving it up?
It can seem controversial to think that Clarice is thinking about giving up her career after reading how much she likes it, but she explains herself. She says there are many reasons why she is pondering this choice.
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This semester Clarice is working 30 hours in a week. She has 10 classes and other students of the FLEX*. She said that it can may seem not too much, since in Brazil generally people work 40 hours per week. However, she says: “It can may seem that I do not work that much, but people do not realize that I have 10 classes to prepare every week and at least 100 pieces of homeworks to correct every week. That’s a lot”.
Clarice also said that this is not what makes her sad, she says she understands that this is part of the job of a teacher, but the problem is that the course she works at also asks her many other things.
This week the course implemented the preparation of classes, what, according to Clarice is more unnecessary work to be done. She says that every class she teaches, she has to fill a form of it according to the standards of the course. What irritates her is that it is unnecessary, since she does not use it during her classes. She says that she uses to prepare her classes in common sheets of paper at home, with a bad handwriting, but she understands that and is able to give an excellent class with this. However, nowadays she has to fill a form with the information of her sheet of paper, what is unnecessary since she uses it for nothing.
* FLEX: It is a modality of English course in which the students do not study in common classes, the study alone at the course, but with the supervision of a teacher.
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Clarice said that another fact that is making her to think about changing her area is the money she makes every month. She says that she works a lot and in the end of the month, the money is not that much.
“I have to prepare my own classes, I have fill a form that I won’t use, I have to teach at FLEX, I have to correct a lot of exercises and tests, I have to fill the report cards of students, I have to be aware if a students are doing bad or skipping many classes and in at the end of the month I make less than one thousand.”
- The difficulty in getting a job in a better English course
Clarice says she knows that there are English courses that pay better than the one she is working currently, but she claims it to be difficult to get a job in one of these. She says that she has already passed in an exam of one of these courses, but they did not call her yet.
About this subject, Clarice also says “First of all, you have to go there and do a test, if you pass, you have an interview, if they like you, they call you for the training course, which is generally hard and with a lot of competition. If you pass the training course, they hire you and give you some classes. It is a long and hard process.”
To finish, Clarice says that she still loves teaching and does not regret her choice at any moment, but there are some things that are demotivating her, she still does not know if she will or nor change her career, but this is a thing she has been pondering well recently.